Just saw Jeremy, he's doing fine. He's tired, so I'm going to try to let him sleep.

Jeremy is breathing on his own. Is doing good working on his breathing exercises. His blood pressure is high again, so they want it to come down. Guess there's no happy medium yet. When he came in it was something like 150/90, the after surgery it was 72/39, now it's 146/82. He's still on an inuslin drip, has the cath in his neck that's measuring pressure pulmonary pressure, that's a little high too. Also he's got a drain on his incision and has a foley catheter. There's not many other open cavities on his body that something can be stuck into. He does have less tubes and wires than yesterday and can talk so that's comforting.

I'm having a hard time feeling happy for us b/c there's another family here whose father had heart surgery after Jeremy. He's not doing good and I feel so bad for the family. It's a big family, so there's alot of them to comfort each other.

There's also new people in here, guess it will be like that every day.

Had a scare of a different type today. I thought I lost our wedding rings. I had them on my key chain and thought I left that key chain in the truck. Did realize that I didn't have them until I was already in the hospital parking lot. Well I tore all my bags apart (already had brought all my stuff out of the hotel) in the cold misting rain looking for the keys. I ended up calling Mom & Dad and they hadn't left the hotel yet, so they looked for them and it thankfully they found them. Guess I'm not going to take them off. At least then I know where they are (unless I misplace my hands).

Okay, more later!