It's Sunday and we got about 6 inches of snow last night. Gin had to shovel the car out this morning. I wish I could help but we don't want to risk me having a heart attack this close to being able to have surgery. I got down to 295 and I'm very proud of myself. I'm doing my best not to overeat but I slipped today. Food addiction isn't like any other addiction you can't just stop eating like you can with drugs or somethings. You need food to live. It's not a case of not having willpower. I have all the willpower in the world but my addiction to food has got a hold of me very badly. I enjoy eating but I know food will eventually be the death of me if I don't get this under control. I've started an online 12 step program and have me a sponsor. We don't have anything that is face to face around here so I have to settle with online things.